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Why did it take me so long to realize this?
I don’t know if I’ve ever felt like this before.
Having someone you care a lot about, break up with you, is beyond hard.
Breaking up with someone you care a whole freakin’ lot for, is so much worse.
Knowing that you don’t have them anymore, and it’s 100% your own fault, sucks. I cannot stand myself right now.
I know I need to get over it, and move on. It’s been over a month now. I shouldn’t be getting sick over this. I shouldn’t be crying over this still. I shouldn’t be losing sleep over this still. But I am. I know this isn’t going away any time soon. I know this summer is going to be horrible because of it. He’s going to be there, in my mind, in everything I do.
Unable to get ready for work because I’m too much of a mess, crying and stuff.
I have to leave in 10 minutes.
-_-